Friday, May 1, 2009 { 7:04 AM }

Today i have nothing so say but fullest of sadness and cry...
im so touch when Lily Lee, do a wake up call to me. Awww~
she wake me up, this morning coz she knows that i will always be late for class. (:
i was late for my test. the time showed 3.30pm. and im suppose to be inside the test class by 3pm sharp.
as i was started 2 do my phase test.
dearest mummy called me. i cant picked up the phone, as im in the test.
coz i have the instint that something might goes wrong today. coz mummy knows that im having a test. so i answer phone. Mummy told me that my ONE and ONLY grandpa have just past away today. ;(
tears start to drip bit by bit.
i keep quiet at my sits....pretending nothing happen. i dun talk a single thing wit my classmates.
i end my paper juz like that. as im out from class. first of all. i tried to call LEE LILY. but she doesnt answer my call. i even take the effort to text her to call me. but nothing i could receive from her as i do realli in need. ):
as i walk home. i would like 2 text TYA. but i dun wanna bothered her coz i dun know that she aint working today. so i tried 2 text Chiqka. she reply my text. i cried badly as i text chiqka. im sorry tat i cant talk to u coz i sound sucks when my voice cried into tears.she bring my life back. thanks for the cheering thingy. im totally down on that time. im juz left out alone without anyone there. i scream deeply in my heart. im so dissapoint with my Lily Lee. but i do understand maybe she is busy wit her stuff. i went back as soon as possible and have a change.
pack my beg and outz to my nenek house,which at marsiling. As im chilling at my nenek house. i text Lily Lee again. Wondering if i could meet her.and wanting that something could change. but nothing happen. maybe im putting to much hope on her. Am i being so dumb? Why must i putting so much effort to her? but she doesnt seem care a single thing and shown a single concern as a friend? maybe im juz to pressurise right now. i need 2 be patience. that's what Chiqka & TYA told me.
i call TYA as i have no one 2 talk with. i have been her friend since last year. but i dun have the guts to call her. Since Lily Lee is busy watching movie. i called TYA.
she make my day! she make me smile with her lame jokes and cheering me up at the same time. TYA is where i always complaint about my life and shoulder to cry on. i appeciate every single thing,what my besties did to me.



PS: I miss ATUK so much. I love u ATUK!

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