Sunday, June 6, 2010 { 3:57 AM }

Last week saturday was Awesome!
Get to spend time with my love's family. walk around vivo and shopping some stuff. cos my dear is looking for her Vans shoes. they meet her parent to accompany them to Giant to buy some stuff there. walk around and round with the trolley and end up but small little stuff. what a cute groceries shops. HAHAHAH! i miss those moment. make me smile a laugh all the way. after that, we when to geylang to eat some durian. HAHAHAH! have been so long never taste and smell of durian. we eat till late night. den home sweet home. back to camp and start to miss my girlfriend.


Last monday.. i have sucha crucial day and full of misunderstand between myself and her. i just feel im weird to control everything all by my own. but everything end just have to end that way. i doesn't have any choice to let her go. just for the sick of my beloved girlfriend. im doing this for the sick of love. you are the only exception for me. i cant even sleep for days keep thinking about that. but i apologies for everything i've did that make things so complicated. i just wanna make u feel so comfortable as we used to be. cos what i know everything we go through doesnt worth me.

now i have one and only love. and im truly falling in love with her. not one but only with my one and only Suyanti Andi. she bring a smile face and sad face to me. but everything seem simple and sweet. we always have this misunderstanding happen. but we make it through everything. cos both of us love each other deeply. and we doesnt want to lose each other as well. HAHAHAH! i know that for sure.



as i wake up in the morning. mummy call me and she wanna have a small talk with me. so i sit beside her and talk about it. first question mum pop up to me was..." are u in love." i was so shock and i declare myself a yes. mum wanna see her one and only son happy. cos i have been going through such a hard time during my past. mum truly understand me so well. mum knows that i will deeply in love with my past love. but mum told me just move on cos she wont be coming back to me even though i cry with a blood tears dropping down my cheeks. i told mum i need time for all this. im choosing the best for myself. mum told me she don't mine her son having so many girls as long u are sincere and loyal to them. don't ever put the family name down. i promise her that i won't do such a thing like that. so after mum saw titi.. mum accept her as my official gf nw. im happy got the bless from my both parents. even suyanti parents too. and mum told me not to be so choosy cos being so choosy and have that selfish feelings will lose your love ones. i will always remember every words spoke by my mum. I LOVE U MUM! <3


Suyanti drop by my place.and wait til im ready to go out. hahahah! im fucking lazy wait till the person reach den i siap. HAHAHAH! pantat i know! mum told me that im so pampered at times. so titi bought for me a DKNY boxer. how cute she can be. I LOVE HER <3

heading to beach road cos i need to buy my army field camp stuff. and head to downtown for chalet. chilling there for a moment and left home. meet my BFF and have supper at bukit batok.and home sweet home. IMYSM <3


PS: KISS