Wednesday, January 6, 2010 { 12:49 AM }



People might not understand what i have been going through.
i have been going through HELL that no one doesnt seem to understand.
I mean this. I don't wanna contact with anyone now.
i give up with all the FUCKING girls who wanna know me.
its just nothing but a plain hurts. i hurt myself deep now.
i've lose one by one.
tats y i dun wanna u guys to fall for me. everything happen to be wasted.
wasted like there's not heart in my body.
i cry badly. i cry and cry. i can't even solve my own problem.
maybe i need someone to cry on.
i swear! i need a HUG so badly now.
someone who can hear my complaint and going through all the sorrow with me.
the person that i've lost.
LILY DEAREST
NurKaseh
Suyanti Andi
Hidayatullah
Natassia
Aida Cinone
Iraa Mickie

I hate you all for leaving me alone here.
im suffering, i cry without reasons.
i lose one by one.
im scare to lose her. );
there's only one girl standing tall for me.
and i cherish her the most.

PS: u are a rainbow to me.

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