Saturday, November 14, 2009 { 12:50 AM }

im confuse with my life now.
i don't know what im doing now..
since everything is mess up. due to you.
but why must you return to me out of the sudden....
and make me feel like someone guilty to be with her....
yeah! i might be nice sometimes.
but im too nice that i don't even know my own limits.

im sorry guys if my love life seem complicated.
u leave me for someone and now u returning back to me.
What i are you trying to do.
im happy without you.
and im happy with my new life now.
new life without you.
i know, you know that you are someone whom i used to love before.
that making u the most top priority.
but that was my past.
since for what u've did to me.
im kinda confuse cos, i don't know what i gonna do next.
i don't wanna be a player.
cos what i want is the happiness in me and you.

Its like u have been using me all this while.
im not a toy or even ur bodyguard to lead your life.
i wanna be the best boyfriend for you like anyone else.
i wanna have the a perfect love story.
that ended till eternity.
now i gonna leave myself alone.
and i need my own time to settle everything up.
im sorry if i cant even reply to any of your message guys.
its not you have been ignore or my prepaid currently low.

is i want to get myself settle down.
and solve my own problems by my own self..
cos im mature enough to do and make decision my own self.
im sorry for what i've did.
i just want the happiness like anyone else. <3



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