Tuesday, October 27, 2009 { 4:17 AM }

Yesterday night.
i have such a critical night.
i feel like crying out loud.
but only God's know how i feel last night.
i tried text Audrey, sadly she reply me with a WORD, NO HOPES.
am i being so harsh to you audrey?
so am being HATE with what i've done.
yea! im not the caring person that u think.
but u can just feel what im trying to say and do all this while.
but everything is just false hope for me.
Im happy as a friend that u found someone that can shower you with love now.
Thanks for being there for me all this while.

i suppose to visit you last night with my Nurul Alexa.
but sadly u wanna give me the wards no. and etc.
i planing to go..
sadly something bad happens.
one of my princess(my sister)
fall sick really bad.
so called the ambulance and rush to the hospital.
u can say whatever you want. but my family is my top priority as u know me.
and if i drop by there maybe is a waste of time.
cos i just can sense that i just make u plain sick.
am asking you this question?!
Did your (H) visited you last night?! (:
your sayang mah. HAHAHAHAH!
im just your friend remember?
so i waited for my sister till i fall asleep.
cos i have no mood to entertain any of the messages.
every message just make me so down.
luckily, my true friend...
Nurul Alexa who asking me if im ok on that period of time.
im sorry i didn't reply to any of your messages till the next day. ):





I just wanna everyone to get in mind that.
My Heart have stop falling for love.
No one could make the happiness.
and i hate plain problem such as jealousy and stuff.
just a plain problem that doesn't worth anything.
but just a full of crap misunderstanding.
and i hate things to repeat it again and again.
if you don't understand me.
i don't mind leaving. cos waiting for me doesn't worth anything. i swear.
cos im not into any relationship.
till someone come and prove me something different.
that im so comfortable with.
this is the time...
i wanna apologise...
if i cant accept any love right now.
i hope people understand and giving me full support.
now im trying to move on as time goes by.



PS: GIRLFRIEND IS NOT ALLOWED