Monday, August 3, 2009 { 4:16 AM }

Today i cried really hard.
i was left alone, walking down the street.
with my tears rolling down my cheeks.
i scream so loudly in my heart.
but no one seem to hear what i shouted.
Why must this always happen to me.
What did i do till my life have to be ruin this way.

that was the last ROSE i would give it to someone.

i dream last night.
she is with someone else.
and that particular person is somebody to her.
Who might be that person?
Is that her NEW Boyfriend? i guess.
let the time predict the both of us.
cos i have enough of all this while waiting for her
that doesn't worth anything but just
a plain hurtful getting from her.


And God's
knows what i gonna plan today.
but everything seem to be nothing but just a getting hurts by her.
Thanks for everything. Everything that you have done to me.
you make a BIG IMPACT in my life.
People do came and go.
and what goes around will always comes around.
i will not turning back again.
cos turning back into the past doesn't seem to change my life.



How Awesome!
today i walk 15km back home.
from Bukit Panjang till Jurong East!
my leg hurts.
my fever still getting higher and higher.
i sacrificed even though im sick. i don't need your sympathy.

PS: Anyone willing to accompany me to the doctor?

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