Saturday, July 4, 2009 { 6:42 PM }

since i have nothing to do now.
i just wanna get things right here.
for people who doesn't get to know me well.
this is the post i gonna write everything outs.

My life have been very busy this couple of days.
sometimes i don't even have time to update my blog
and other type of cyber connection thingy.
If you think, that i'm making too much friends or start knowing some girls in the internet. Booooo~
you all are wrong.
i'm serious have no time to entertain all this stalker or stranger in the cyber.
What i have now,
my bestfriend.
my family.
my cousins.
and my team mates.

That is all i have now.
i've delete friendster and tagged.
How Awesome was that?
fair enough for all of you? who are plain jealous and worry,that i gonna steal your love ones. Boooo~
People do came and GO.
its all depends how you cherish and treasure that people.
What i have now, is only my Blog and my facebook.
i prefer facebook cos, it seem safe to make friends. and it much more easier.
rather than friendster and tagged. it seem like, the way finding friends are way to desperate. i'm sorry cyber people. (:

People might thinking...
Why am i still single...
the reasons why,
I've been going through so much relationship.
not even one treasure it. Unless i've found someone that truly understand me well.
maybe there's a time i will go through again. but everything is a fate.
i wanna apologies to all the people, if i do hurts you people.
cos putting hope on me are totally useless.
i have many things need to be focus and getting serious.
my studies and even my training.
everything pack my schedule.
sometimes its hard for me to spend my weekends.



To Lily,
first of all you are such a good girl to me. i always get things wrong towards you. but you already prove me that you are one sincere women. even your ex,(insert name)told me that you are such good and sincere girl to be with. i might be stupid cos being with you is such so wonderful for me. im sorry to make you feel so disappointing every of my words spoken to you. im here wanna apologies for everything what i've done to you. i hope you will someone much better in future.
i believe in you.


To Hidayatullah,
my dearest good friend or so call bestfriend. i found her lately this month. she is new in my life. but make such a huge impact to me. she is my bestfriend,girlfriend(Natassia). its all happen coincidence. i've have been by her side all this while. even she is there supporting me for my inter grasio and national silat competition. even all the problem that we go through happen to be my fault. Giving you so much hope. We just know each other for short time of period.
its too fast for the love to happen. maybe its a crush like my last ex does.
you, yourself know and i already explain to you everything that i can't face another relationship right now. its too early aites. im sorry.
You do have the looks and heart. i've heard many stuff about you. truly, what i heard about you are all the people who likes you more den what i need from you.
you have the everything that guys want ida... i have nothing to worry. people do came and go. and first of all you just break-up with your boyfriend lately this month. remember? and used to crush on somebody right? before you welcome me to your life? remember? you have nothing to rush. that all the time and spend your time without someone whom you are close to. and remember! you have my bestfriend(natassia) who is such so caring. (: ALL THE BEST FOR INTER GRASIO.


Charliesah,
You are Azlizan close friend. that is what she told me.
its kinda random if i post about you.
nice to know you. please take good care of my friend aites.
Nurul Azlizan! she need alot of love from you. i might not always there for her. but you will. im sorry if i keep disturbing you. its just a joke of laughter. thanks for everything. and thanks again for helping me pal.

Alfi,
HELLO! he is my silat mates. i've been sharing alot of stuff with him.
thanks for always there for me. even though i've been going tons of problems with my family. you are always there for me. you are like a family to me. thanks for guiding me,with the intensive training. you motivate me so much pal. You are my HERO! and im a ZERO! ZERO TO HERO! wachek!

Faatihah,
before i end my post, i wont leave someone who is also being there for me.
even she is busy with her jobs. we are always keep in touch. she is my laughing gas and also where i always complaint my sorrow with. i've know her for almost a year plus. along the journey, she never failed to put a smile on my face. SWEET!
even i don't get the time to meet her quite often. she is always close to me.
she is my everything to me now. Where's my ICE CREAM? Where's my Burger Ramlee?
Where's my Marina Barrage?

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