Friday, July 31, 2009 { 3:25 AM }

Hello Earth link.

my day is not tat bright for this few days.
project are all around me.and my room is in totally mess due to my project works.
my life is just going to school and training. nothing much about my life now.

to whom this might concern,
i just wanna let you know that i am terribly need you by my side.
or at least give me, a 5 minutes talk through phone. cos by hearing your voice, its totally making my day more brighter. i might be alone out here,crying over you. cos only God's know how much i MISS you right now. its totally countless how much i spent my message just wanna let you know how much i miss you. you used to be my shoulder to lean on. but now...
where are you when i do really need you.
it seems like you are no longer being there for me.
someone whom i do really trust from bottom of my soul are no longer exist.
i just apology for what i've done,if i make you feel hurts or guilty.i'm sorry. i just don't wanna lose you.
you are a rainbow to me,so beautiful like no other i even own. i MISS everything about you. and even to every of your complaints.

and might not know if you already found someone new in your life. or someone who already TAKEN my place in your heart. maybe money for you is everything. that can bring happiness in your life. that is so wrong. you cant buy happiness.
and its true that i cant get happiness from you. cos you are totally unaffordable to me. i am not that rich,in the sense of money. but i can prove to you that a rich of one heart can change your entire life. you are not the old you that i've known from the very first start. People do came and go. that's what you think. but i am not leaving you no matter how hard life gonna be in future. its just left a few days and it gonna be your BIG DAY. you can receive an expensive gift but one gift that no one could afford,its ME. i am so sorry for everything. maybe you don't need me right now. i am getting my hands off of you. this sadness can't be cure and it will always remain there for my entire life.
i just wanna say that, no one could take your place,but only you could.


PS: I'm Sorry,that i can't be there for you on birthday. Your time is more precious then everything. <3 so cherish it,before it gone.

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