Tuesday, July 14, 2009 { 10:12 PM }

Hello dearest readers.
i dont know why must i go all this pain again.
Last month, i lost my most one and only grandpa.
my grandpa who is a strong person and always advise me to be the best of all.
lately this morninig. my uncle just have to returned to God's Hands.
i praying hard for my beloving uncle, i hope i can see you there in heaven.
Everyone who love you,will always pray hard for you and bless you. so i'm not in the mood to talk to anyone for the time being. as i get back from CCK cemetery. Get myself a good rest at home. i just need someone to talk so badly. today i smile when that someone online on msn. i wish i could tell my sorrow with her. but she told me that she have something to do. from 5plus till 10pm. i've been waiting for her all day long. Just wanna chat with her. i don't know if i am the one who is busy or she the one who is busy. i am not avoiding her either. To whom this might concern. i think, we are totally drift apart. even my heart is so strongly to be with you always, even though how hard or easy life is. you are the one who is the painkiller to me. but now, i just don't feel the same as you used to. u've change! totally not the one who is so caring every though how busy you are.
i hope you are happy with your life now. im always there for you. we are juz a phone call away.




PS: i miss your voice so much, the last call was... you told me that you will call me back as soon as u've talk to your friend. but nothing happen. YOU told me to wait for you while u are doing something. I've Waited. But nothing seem to change. );

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