Friday, May 15, 2009 { 10:17 PM }

Today is my most Loneliness day i ever had.
First in the morning. Tya text me about her motor prac.
She pass her practical. Im so Glad to hear that. Since she always FAILED her pratical. Today i never when to school. But heading to the gym wit my sister's friends. Khidir, Khuz and Dinie accompany me. They are such good friends. It have been so long i have not been sharing and talking wit my Sis's bro Khuzimah.
i've share everything to her. Even though its a pain for me during my last past relationship. I need to be firm. Too humble la ni Fieee. i've tried to text Lily. But she refuse to meet me today, due to her busy. Cos early in th morning,today. my Class Advisor call me, and told me if im still interested studying in ITE. I told my class advisor everything. that i have been dumb by all my friends. Cos SWEAR GOD. i don't even mixed around or talk with my classmates. Maybe im anti-social in class. Im down to stress. so i plan to go and share all my stuff to someone. But sadly, she is too busy with stuff.


Everytime , when i do really need her. She will not be there for me?
Not even leaving me a single text.
Cos i've waiting and waiting till my hp ring.
but its was juz my faults hope waiting for her to beep me.
Maybe she too enjoying with her friends.
One simple message with a simple text. Do really mean alot to me.
showing me that you are really concern towards me. But Nothing happen.
i went out alone. Walking round the mall. and i have no where to go.
But someone just put a smile on my face.
i saw Aishaa sitting alone at IMM. She is such a Sunshine.
Meet Zuraidi den off straight back home.
Im still waiting for her text...

PS: TYA I NEED U.

Labels: Tired of waiting