Friday, May 15, 2009 { 3:53 PM }

Last night. i have a chat wit narly.
she seem so complicated for the time being. but yet, im still trying my best to comfort you. but ,nothing could change your mind. i hopefully you know, what you're doing. What's the best for you, is the best for me, too. Even things are going so hard in your life.im strongly here for u. i'm speechless. maybe i've done enough for you but you are still wants your way. It's your life. you know how to guide it.
Think about the future before doing something that doesnt worthwhile your life.


After talking on the phone with Narly, she need to hung up the phone with sadness smile.
i'm sorry, my friend. i have already tried my best to help you. But i can't.

I decided call TYA, cos only her i can rely on.
Even,everyone do have their own problems.
Only Her willing to hear every single of my words even its take time for me to share it with her. I've share everything to TYA.
Tya comfort me her words and soft spoken manner.
Despite, dark secret of me only she knows. i will let everything out to her. i'm sorry to make you such so troublesome. But you're still my most important person in my life now.


im such a bad person. i make lee lee cried last night. don't know what im doing till she cried so badly on the phone. feeling guilty.and yet dramatic. i'm not someone that can make you happy for your entire life. i might be your crush,as what my EX used to mention it to me. That's normal. I've secrified alot in love. But no one proven me that she do really love me and accept me for who i am. I don't want you to put so much hope on me. Cos one day you might not know what is happening to us. Im not a prefect guy to fall to someone so pretty. Im so careless. Careless to secure my love and take good care of it. Girls have been stepping over my head as everyone mention it to me. Im proud to meet you Lily. Someone whom appeciate me alot. and proven me that you are really wanna be with me all along. I might be waiting for answers from you. but i cant wait any longer coz this love is not a thing that you can drag it as long as you want. Only You can make up your mind. Only ONE person could OWN you. But,It might not be Me.There's tons of guys can filled your life with Love. Maybe a Bestfriend would make us last long till eternities. and i,fiee, will bless you, whoever you are with. Cos i know, how much i mean to you. <3

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