Monday, May 11, 2009 { 12:43 PM }

Hello Earthlinks!
im sorry for the late posts. i am busy with my stuff and projects. i'm totally stress man. now im here wanna let out everything cos it have been such a very long time i never post at my blog.

First of all. my head going round and round. and i don't know what i'm thinking about.
something ain't important but it makes me so curious about it. LOVE. Am in love or just a temporary crush? i cant answer that myself. i need support of all my bestie before i going to the stage. there's a lot of thing i need to learn and know the meaning of love. i need time and space. i just break up wit my ex-girlfriend for only 2 months. so how could i find replacement that fast.

Maybe i just need attention or love from someone. Since my life is such a loner and i have no one to depends on. i'm independent in whatever i do. my studies. my passion. and my lifestyle. Whatever i did. No one could concern about me. Cos out alone at the street with my hoods on and no one would notice me.

maybe i have such a beautiful friends.
LEE LEE Lily:
LEE is such so nice and sweet for everything she's done to me. i appeciate her alot. even we are far apart. she still concern everything about me. im thankful having her to be part of my life. maybe we need time to spend and knowing deep inside each other first. cos i've heard. alot of my friends told me. you are such a good girl. and sincere with whatever u did.

TYA:
TYA, Even we only meet ONES. but the meet up is really such so horrible. Don't blame me. HAHAHAH! i keep your promise and i mean my words. Even we are so close. You are my shoulder to cry on even though things are getting worse. i know u have been so looking forward to have lunch with me. if i have the time. i tried 2 meet yaw. Booooo! Tya loves to complaint. Every of her complaint. even failed to put a smile on my face. She fall wit her high heels. mad wit her BOSS. hungry for food.
Even though u love to eat and grow fat. u will always be my friends. No worries. Boooo! Just cheer up k! Smile always! TYA HYPER ACTIVE ! (:



Chiqka:
This girl is my bestie! she love to make fools of herself. LOVE 2 shout! and LOVE 2 Laugh! HAHAHAH! even though meet Ones wit narly. things goes so smooth.
i will for ur relationship aites. LAST LONG WIT FAD ! <3



Narly:
Narly, im sorry for what i've done towards you. its not i can't be there for you. but the time force me to. im so sorry. i know, you love farid so much. im trying my very best for u narly. even things are not right between us. i dun understand why farid things tat way towards me. If he thinks i might grap u away from him. That's totally wrong. You know, i know. we LOVED as a friends. even things goes worse. im trying 2 be strong. supporting u. whoever ur choice of life. i will bless and pray u could last long wit him. maybe i go to go far apart from you. that's the only thing i could make ur relationship last long. or not. this things won't end. trust me. fieee minta maaf segala-segala apa yang fiee uat terhadap narly.
ALL THE BEST WIT FARID! LAST LONG AITES! i just wanna see u happy and laugh again. (:


Sammie:
Sammie, thanks for always being there for me.
even my life have been so critical.
Even you are my cousin.
and we grow up together.
we used play together.
you are my bestfriend to me.
i just wanna appeciate for everything what you've done to me.
thanks!

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