Thursday, April 16, 2009 { 2:10 AM }

Hello Readers..
Sorry of the late update..
i just need my own time for the time being.
Sorry to the people who might thinks that im avoiding and running away from you. I just need some space 2 breathe. I don't even know what im doing all this while. All i've done is so effortless. Maybe for the time being i have a crush on someone. But i think back again. its juz a plain crush. not yet, so serious. Coz i know people arent appeciate and treasure what was given and apply to them. I've been putting everything aside, at this moment of time. i keep thinking of you. Every Seconds,minutes and every steps i walked. You are what, i keep thinking and thinking. What for? i keep thinking of you when you urself don't even bother about me. Maybe.... you have tons of guy u might prefer instead. Coz im not tat rich to make u happy like no others. i can juz filled you with my love and care. Truly Sincere and Honesty, i am.. towards any friendship or even relationship in life.


I don't understand, why must you hide everything from me. Arent the trust, not yet gaining or build? im aint going serious with you yet.if u are serious towards me. coz i know u well my dear. So your bestfriend aren't bless the both of us. So why must i bother putting so much hardwork and effort to juz win your heart. Coz i know you are attached to someone. and i bless it totally. i cherish your honesty my dear. i might not be perfect in your eyes. Im not fighting or challenging ,to just win ur heart. It is how you,yourself guide it. Its your choices. Im Done with this. i better off my guts and stay away from you. i aint getting any trouble, and its not a BIG DEAL for me. i know myself better then you. I deserve somone with no lies and truthfully.





PS: i MISS my ZAN ZAN

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