Friday, March 6, 2009 { 12:49 AM }

Today! OMG! i feel like not going to school man...
my asthma attack is back! welcome back ASS!
nahh! im trying very strong 2 breathe now...
Having High fever and Flu too...
so heading to school and reach there around 11.50am..
i was late aites.. nahh its ok! as long i came 2 school. Attentance is important people.
so class ended at 3.30pm.
attuali there's still a class.. but my name is not listed 2 staying back! SEE! im such a Hardworking boy. i dun want anything to left behide. i juz want GOOD GRADE and GOOD LIFE. (: my time management is PERFECT.
so after school going home and took the train at Simei and bounds back.
i reached Jurong east interchange and saw Ly.. i juz wanna say Hello to her... but too bad, so far la seh... so straight heading 2 IMM and have my lunch there.. and chilled at the park beside bouquet. and find shoes for myself. i need a sport shoes so badly. (: im aiming for tat ADIDAS shoe! LOVED!
so after walking around the whole IMM...
i plan 2 walk home...
walk down 2 Toh guan...
chilled somewhere ALONE. and get a peace of my mind..
i shout! i scream! letting everything out of my mind...
so heading home sweet home...
i rest at my bed... facing the ceiling..
thinking what's i gonna face next in future.
i always learn from my mistake...
don't wanna repeat is the same.. OMG! ARGH!
my mum comforting me coz im sick so badly...
" Where is she when you are sick? " -mum.

So i keep myself quiet and pretending i never heard what she say...
my deeply in me.. Oh GOSH! Please dun mention that Mummy. She doesnt exist in my life. That's juz a nightmare for me.
So i have my rest.
I juz need someone to sit beside my bed and sick my fu*king sick face. );
but no one bother. Thanks 2 Sufea who being there 4 me. Even u are busy wit your stuff. Every text u type. I do really appeciate it. We are both busy. One text can last for a week. Awwww! sweeet! (:
and as im going 2 sleep...
i receive a call.....
who might that be?
OMG! HER! );
she juz saying THANKS for giving her bed back.
OMG! am i dreaming or what! she juz say THANKS to me...
but only God will know how precious tat stuff 2 me...
Tuhan marah uh ambil barang org uh.. HEHEHE!
So i send tat back last night 2 her doorstep.
that is the last i step outside her house. (:


If she can MOVE ON? Y cant me? I juz wanna see a smile on her face...
There's a Million Reasons deep inside my heart that no one would know...
i will do anything 2 make u happy. Everything belong to u are already given...and
Everything that u WISHs are already granted. so there's nothing else.





I am trying my very hard to leave you. I LOVE to pretend.I am trying my best not to see your face. I am trying my best to not to see your face. I am trying my best to stop contacting u. I am juz trying my BEST to not thinking about you. You already MOVE ON. trust me. what you need to be thrown away. juz let it go. You make me MOVE ON with your words. I am trying to make u HATE me. Coz no one ever HATE me this bad. SWEAR GOD!
PEACE are already given. Just stop pretending and follow the flow. Juz MOVE ON aites. Remember! Follow ur heart. Your Mind are juz playing with you. You wont feel guilty kayz. Its ur Decision. Keep ur Words. Even You are someone who make alot of difference in my life. Im thankful for that. You hate me that much. I dun understand, y must you be so concern reading my blog. U don't even care as i know. I already stop blogging about u aites. Nothing could change my MIND.
Remember the Words that u Speak for urself. The Words that u speak make me realise and move on.. Happy Blogging to YOU.

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