Wednesday, March 18, 2009 { 12:11 AM }


Today im not schooling...
Coz my leature give us Study break for today.. AWESOME.
so stay at home till noon i get my ass out,and heading 2 the library 4 revision,Alone.
Sit at my regular place where i always sit at level 4 beside the toilet. (:
so after studying till around 7plus. Walk home from library. off to mum's work place where is located at Jurong east Street 24 macdonald. As i reach that place. i have no moood 2 eat.. coz of some reasons. (:
so off i eat at cahaya. and chilled myself,listening 2 music.. at blk 257 multi hall.
as i sit there for quite a long time. i think about the past. as i think about the past.. tears are dropping down my cheeks.
i just don't wanna think so much of her. coz she already prove me that she totally freak my mind out.
i've MOVE ON people. i'm not turning back 2 the past. The past of me, showing me that im not tat good in relationship. i failed 2 be a very good boyfriend. the impact that she make towards me. i do learn from it. And right now, i juz wanna tell you people. Im not looking for another LOVE again for the time being.i have enough of getting Dumb and Being used 4 a moment when people need me and throw me away 2 one side as im not a living human being. Im hurts,i suffer, im dying to death. She don't even care, even im in critical stages. Even im not already part of her life. Friendship of US are GONE so Speechless...

Where is my Bestfriend? and a shoulder to cry on when i needed you?
If i know this would happen. You urself know that ,i dun dare 2 take this risk by losing you for nothing. i tried my very best 2 move on. But Y must u avoid me? Is ME who must avoiding u coz of ur harsh words that u spitt to my face. directly through my heart. u leave a scar tat cant be forgotten for my entire life, I SWEAR!


U don't give me a space to breathe. or a even a second, to explain everything what i have 2 say. Even i HATE you to the core. I do have the heart that my friendship towards you is always there. Everytime i saw ur face,daily. You are looking at me as im too guilty in ur life. im a respectful and responsible person. There's no need for you to show this attitude of yours to me. Coz if u don't give a damn thing. So am i. If u think this is the best for you. All Gone witout nothing. FRIENDs of broken strings. i just MISS my Used to be bestfriend. If u do care for our friendship... Do meet me coz im waiting... i know u cant read my blog. im sorry. but i will wait till u beep me and meet me in future. I have all the time 2 wait 4 u friend. Just drag the damn thing! ):

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