Tuesday, February 24, 2009 { 4:08 AM }

My day in school is kinda bored today....
im sorry if i update my blog early in the morning.Now the time show is 4:08am. i juz got back home wit my eyebag under my eyes. Nothing wrong with me. Its juz a little sad ending for me. i juz don't wanna elobrate much about what is happening to me today. It's too Hurts 2 be share. Let me feel the truthful of LOVE going around me.
The FIRST of my share i wanna tell all readers is... im deeply badly MISS my One and ONLY girlfriend. i hope all readers would know who i referring to. Coz there's no others girls if All of u can see all my posts who,im writing about.

She my used to be my admire in the past. we are going stages by stages.
Stranger - Friends - GoodFriend - BestFriend - LOVER - UnKnown.
i juz wanna share from the start i knew her...
from the first. i meet her wit such gorgeous YELLOW dress under her Girlfriend estate. i was melting over her and her dress. LOVE at First Sight.
A week later...
i save up my money just to make her special Birthday Bash..
that i have not make for someone whom i do really LOVE. she is the first that i make those surprised. i hope she could recalled how special that day is. after the birthday bash. i dun sleep juz coz i wanna make her a DISC, so that she would remember entire of her life. So we heading to Vivo City. that's is our First ever outing. Sweating together that's the time we share each other feelings and start to fall for each other and we bond very well...
She the one who always support me in everythings im doing. Studies,Passion and even my LIFE. No one could take her place,i swear!
she is the most sweetest things i've got from my GOD. Amin!
She is the first girl who make me cried badly and even the first girl who make me joyful each time when im being with her.
And now all ending without reasons..
You juz confess to me 2 days ago that YOU love me very badly...
and how could u say u dun love me now?
what i've done that can make u change ur mind that fast?
What's my mistake towards you?
Please don't leave me baby...
You will always know that i will always LOVE u,as you used to LOVE me too...



First Thing happen:
First KISS
First True LOVE
First Birthday Bash
First Valentine's Day
First Breakfast Surprise


You are always there when i need u...
everything seem perfect between us for the first 1 month.
Y must things change dear?
U are my last and the first person who always say " i LOVE u ".
everytime as im going to bed and wake-ing up from sleep....
u will always make my mobile ringtone Ring....
saying that simple word which do really mean alot to me. " i MISS u,bieeeee.."
everytime i fall u will always bring me up and laugh at me... i miss seeing u laugh..
y must u make me suffer this way...
u prove me something that you are different from others girls that i known...
but i myself dun bear to leave u. coz i have the feelings that u do love me as i love u bieeee.. dun make urself suffer aites...

My Studies
My Passion
My LIFE

it doesnt affect me at all..
u even support me everything that i go through...
y must u leave me bieeee....
please coming back 2 me...
coz im always waiting for u here...
my heart bleeding and it cant stop bleeding till are here...
sitting beside me as we used 2 chilled and spending time with me...
i LOVE u, AISHAAAA <3

Where's your WORDS?

( i will always ADORE u,LOVE u,Care for u even though things might go worst between us. )