Saturday, February 28, 2009 { 9:03 AM }

Dearest Readers...
All have seen that i'm under depression coz i MISS someone so badly deeply truly....
Even things are getting so hard for me 2 let her go...
EVERYDAY i cried for my LOVE... Thanks to Zuraidi and Shafidah who always being there for me...
i never in my life getting this hurts so deeply...
its like she is my one and only in my heart...
i hope she could understand how i feel right now....
baby please come back... Dun ever Run from me...
Swear GOD you don't understand how much u mean to me..
as i always remind you EVERYDAY as i meet u..( i love u )
If your intention to hurts me so badly.. coz You wanna me to leave u quickly...
that doesnt work for me. your hurts to me arent good enough towards my LOVE for you..
my words said, No matter how harsh or Rude you are. Im here Loving You with No ending.
u told me that i don't have any feelings everytime u hurts me...
but i do have feelings. but do u have feelings too? );
i MISS u singing infront my me and even talking thru the phone...
where's my CAMP RAWK song?

Last night is more cried i've did...
Coz Zuraidi accompany everywhere i need 2 go...
we when 2 marina square where my valentine day celebrated...
i see where we used 2 sit...
but not for long. coz i might cried so badly there...
as i walk around the marina... i cried. coz we used 2 search my shoes.. but at last ending,empty handed. When my love life. after marina we heading 2 suntec city and etc.
as i get my fit in the nike shop and ripcurl shop at marina.. i cried soundly... );
and also the foodcourt where i eat my fried char kway wit her.
the most memories that i cant forget is see the fountain with her.. she say WAH! so beautiful and she say so romantic... (:
She is everywhere! ):


this is 4 my MUM,
Ibu.. ibu jangan la bimbang pasal Fieeee k....
Ibu selalu di samping fieeee.. dari pertama sampai ia berakhir...
ibu banyak menyokong fieeee... wlaupun fieee menhadapi masalah yang begitu rumit dalam hidup fiee... maafkan Fiee,ibu.
23 february....
kamu la orang yg pertama ku bertemu meminta pertolongan...
Ibu faham yg fieee menderita dlm satu percintaan yang begitu indah sekali..
Tuhan itu sayangkn Fieee dari dia sayangkn Fieee....
Tuhan itu Adil... Ibu mengatakn... Apa yg terjadi mesti ada hikmahnye...
Mum ask me 2 pray so hard so that someone will coming back...
Tuhan sayang orang yang jujur dan ikhlas....semua orang akan sayang fieee klau fieee jujur pada mereka... Thanks Ibu! OXOX!

Today Saturday!
1 week i have not meeting her family member!
just last week today is the most special day between me and her...
i've though... today she wannn go Sentosa or Singapore Flyers with me...
but it seem that i will rotten at home all day or going shiesha maybe..









PS:NOW I JUST FOUND OUT! MY SHIRT WHERE I WEAR TO VALENTINE'S DAY WITH YOU...
THERE'S A USED TISSUE ON MY POCKET! THIS MUST BE YOUR TISSUE WHICH U LEAVE IT BEHIDE,AITES! );

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