Tuesday, December 23, 2008 { 9:59 PM }

i juz feel a little different although i juz her friends....
its too complicated...
i know i must understand her...
coz i dun wanna lose her ...
and i dun wanna lose sumone tat i love ever again...
the mistake onli is...
Y must all guys surrounding Her?
its not i dun trust her...
but i feel like...
its no different if she is mine...
i juz feel like im treating the same as other guys too?

coz what she did... i used 2 did that although im juz making FRIENDS wit them...
although i dun have any intention towards them...
Friends is wat i gonna make...
and coz of that...
i lose her witout any reason...
i dun wanan repeat the same thing...
i hav enough of all this....
maybe im too kind towards my love...
please dun take advantage over me...
coz i hate when people doesnt appeciate me...

y cant u go through all this together...
as one soul and one heart...
coz it not gonna happen, and i wont hurts u...
i will tried 2 be myself and follow the flow of life...
You are not making Hurts.... Swear God!
u juz making me plain jealous each time,im wit you...
the reason is.... i do realli love u...
i wanna OWN u...



Sorry~