Wishlist
♥ To be with HER ♥
Gilera Runner or Scrambler or Motard GAPS Tee-shirt
Nikon DSLR G-Shock Watch Part-time Job
Diploma Sport Management
Motor license Reef Slipper
Soccer Boots
iPhone 3GS 32GB
iPod Touch 16GB
Black jacket
im so happy today.. spending my time wit my cuzin chilling n laughing all day nite. sharing abt wat i go through in my life. My Life was quite miserable n mess up. i hate when things are not right. having difficulty having a friends who doesnt understand what i feel and go through in LIFE. she wont understand n get it into her mind. i dun know who yaw??? ): juz dun wanna mention tat person coz, i dun wanna talk about her again. ALL, i mean ALL my feature Friends, i mean All my Bestfriends who is always there 4 me,advise me 2 leave tat sumone coz she realli ruin ur life and playing tricks on me. If she do care about me in the first place. she doesnt make things worse. tats always a solution for any problems tat everyone go through. y must she mention the same thing about Relationship? in the first place, i already promise 2 her tat i wont be wit her watever happen. she still dun understand till now. Firdaus wont having a Girlfriends if tat doesnt trust or understand abt him. Maybe i feel so stupid giving all my trust n Hope to her. its better 2 giv tat LOVE wit sumone else who knows ,wat is Love.
Firdaus juz wanna u, 2 be a better person. he might be confuse for the time being. but sadly she doesnt hav the patient 2 explain but pointing finger and blaming everything about my mistake. Whatever Mistake tat u DID. Firdaus memang susah nk tegur kerana tknk sakit kn hati si dia. entah la. i dun understd her. serious dun understd her. I SWEAR!
firstly when i talk abt other girls she keep jealous lyke im his BoyFriend. but in the first place she say tat im juz her FRIEND. so i accept without asking anymore question. juz dun wanna irritate her n make her hate me more. And when she did the mistake tat make me jealous. she blame me lyke its the end of the world, n announces 2 the whole world tat im plain jealous. so arent it FAIR towards me?
What u dun lyke, i dun do it. Sebab kn dia. i lose so many Friends tat i contacting wit... including DINA,which i tell her before without hiding anything from her. if i MISS or LOVE sumone. tat will be ONLY ONE PERSON. NOT more den TWO. coz having sumone 2 trust its hard. i juz wanna ur trust n tiz u repay me? i take GOOD care of U? is tis u REPAY me? i dun mind if U dun bother abt me. Watever Mistake tat u DO. DID i make a BIG DEAL coz of ur Mistake? DID i spot any of ur mistake n say FALSE HOPE on U? Watever YOU DID towards me. U scolded ME,BLAME ME,HATE ME or TEASE ME? coz i know u want the best IN ME. im trying very HARD for YOU. No ONE will be there when u are lying on the BED sick,crying at the Void deck, shouting at the reservoir.. NO ONE is there,unless ME! who is always there 4 YOU. after or before i Sleep u are the last tat i REMEMBER in my life. DAY n NIGHT im there for HER. she know tat im ALWAYS BUSY. i juz feel lyke wasting my time NOW. with sumone tat realli realli doesnt know HOW 2 appeciate ME.
Btw JUZ MOVE ON aites. coz i told u ONES before... ONES u throw,dun ever PICK me up again... COZ is Wont HAPPEN again as u WISH...
Words might be so HARM spoke. AND do mind ur language. juz say 2 everyone tat im BAD,OK. i told u earlier that, watever U say, "I always WILL KEEP UR WORDS.
Im juz so SORRY.. to my Friend,shikin Noordin~
Tomorrow im studying at Jurong East Library,12 noon~ cheers! exam around the Corner la Friends!
Sufea boleh teman SAYA gi bazaar tk? HAHAHAH! mau beli Ayam Masak Merah la.. HAHAHAA! do waiting 4 ur MSN 2 Online~ cheers! Smile always! thanks 4 everything...
